okay seriously time to focus im at the half way point and this all needs to be done by tomorrow. goodbye tumblr ill be back when i finish these damn essays and journals and projects.

i know i have two tests tomorrow and i really should be studying for them but honestly i have no enthusiasm or motivation whatsoever.  i like college and all but i just dont really know sometimes. i think i really just need to find out what i really want to do with my life, i need to change my major.

so this paper that i just finished wrting that is due tomorrow in class is soo full of bullshit. my last paper was too and that got me an A+ so maybe ill be getting another A+ here too. i promise if i could get through college writing papers full of bullshit than i think im going to have it in the bag.

I seriously want to save a load of money and just get the fuck out of here. I want to get out of here. I want to live somewhere different for a bit, get tired of living there and move somewhere else. I don’t want to go to school anymore, I don’t know what I want to do with my life. I need a passion something that I will NEVER get tired of maybe I can open a dance studio or something everyday will be different.
Fuck I just don’t know, I wanna get out I wanna travel I don’t want to be stuck in Hialeah anymore.